A slow beginning to sissyhood

To my baby:
May 6, 2011

I often fantasize about dressing you up and holding you down while I do whatever I want. I often fantasize about another man with us. I often fantasize about bringing a woman into the room and forcing her to help me take care of you while you are tied and gagged and lock and key on my equipment. You don't know me. You don't know me well enough to know what I want and enjoy giving it to me. That's wrong and it needs to change.

I have some panties for you here and I will get more for you. You can have them as long as i make sure they fit right. We don't need to be starting anymore bad habits with poor fitting lingerie. You take the time to shop for the suit, but I must see it before you wear it.I want you to be smoother than you are. I want to you start shaving but it pleases me to watch, so you must come when I ask and shave for me. You will do it the right way, slow and sensual. You are not a man and have no right to do anything rushed and hard. You will begin practicing special care for your skin so that you become soft and smooth. You must tell me what your diet consists of so I can correct you. You will learn that you will be punished when you do not take care of your body for my pleasure. I will let you imagine the punishments I have waiting for you so that your imagination might put some fear into you, and increase the speed of your commitment. We will find shoes for you to practice in. My baby girl will learn to walk gracefully and with poise. I tire of my frustration with you and will resolve this. I need to taste your pussy every day and let you feel my soft fingers inside of you.

 You will learn to feel sexy without the use of anything but me. Then I will decide what to do from there. Bad habits often begin when you are too lazy to do things the right way, and you are skipping steps. I am the one you answer to, not those in the past. You do not follow the rules of your past life. You will feel new feelings, sensations and desires. You will stop what you are doing and let me have you the way you are every day so that I can feel the difference every day of your transformation. Do I need to tell you what will happen if you don't?

Finally, you must control your energies to work smarter in order to get more work finished in a smaller amount of time. You need much training so you must commit time to this.  

You are MINE. Start getting used to the idea.