Friday, May 6, 2011

My sissy is learning to talk

My baby is learning to talk to me. Telling me her desires, wants, needs and pleasures.

My baby tells me that I am right, and that I know her. All the times when I have pulled her hair like my slut, talked dirty to, rough with, pushing and kissing and nibbling - to my baby those are some of the moments that mentally she was letting go totally. My baby is so sensitive, I have stopped there in the past. I really held back until it drove me crazy. She tells me she really thought I was going to push even harder in and out of the bed, daily. I thought that I was too. I though that I would burst with the pain of restraining. Sometimes I did burst and it hurt my baby. Now my baby opens to me saying she knows it takes a lot of time, but as she says, I am strong. Baby says its what has turned her on about me from the first day. She acknowledges that it will take much correction, much forcefulness to break her of bad habits. It will probably take some embarrassment and humiliation, or the threat thereof. My baby tells me she knows I would do it, as I have done things in the past to prove that. She tells me she thrives off of my strength and begins asking permission to wear my lingerie.



Suddenly, I am set free. I am tired of fighting what I want in hopes of protecting this sensitive sissy. She is only the way she is because those in her past have not created what I need. Terrible and lazy habits have set in. She will be broken and for the same reason I held back - because I love my baby.

I am told that she is working daily to lose my tummy as I've instructed so that she can be really sexy for me. She has watched the other girls who turn me on. She knows what I like and desires to fulfill it and THAT is the first step in pleasing me. I love her tummy - don't care about her tummy, but even more I love the reason she wants to lose it - to please me. I will enjoy every day that her clitty lengthens with the shrinking of her middle - exposing the beautiful flesh I love to tease. Her energy level will increase so that she may please me longer, harder and broader. She will be able to work all day, do her chores for me in the afternoon, and submit to me morning and night.

I demand and enjoy my baby talking to me. Telling me every detail. Today she only says - I do love to please you so much, it's all I have wanted to have you share with me for the last 2 years. I need you to absolutely control me until you are satisfied. But its been a long while and I have bad habits that I have picked up, as you know .. I am not going to break them over night, but you know this. its just like my pussy is going to have to be used gently and trained again to take you as you please and when you please.

love always

am I to be your baby girl?

Ah my baby love. You may work in hopes of being my baby girl. I love hearing you give me words and actions of feigned submission. No not feigned, because you are being sincere and you are trying. But you do not know that I know how much you have and have not given me. You may not believe that I will take it from you.  You are mine. You belong to me. Soon, you will know what it feels like to KNOW it. You won't make decisions without knowing my approval is in place. You will protect my property. You will love your Mommy.

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